With Love, I Don't Care

I don’t care about what you ask? Well, I don’t care how you do or don’t spend your day.  There seems to still be this fallacy that if you don’t do what it is you think I or your soul wants you to do, that there will somehow be some kind of consequences.  This is an unkind trapping story of sorts.  You know how meditation truly does a magnificent job of teaching to be mindful of your thoughts, well what if we could add in there, being mindful of your story telling too.  Your scenario blahing and blaring is sometimes exhausting and again trapping to your actual well being.

Okay so back to what I truly mean when I say I don’t care is my Godness my goodness, take the silly pressure off yourself to somehow fill and manage your day, all day and my godness/goodness sometimes all night. There is no true freedom in that.  Your standards that you continue to put on yourself which again I don’t think are mostly yours, (yet other projected expectations), however, either way you can’t find your true self and freedom in both.  When you continue to put some kind of pressure on yourself to master, or fix, or make better, or overly make the buck, all the time, you can’t fully feel free to just BE you.  Yes you, magnificent and glorious you.  Who are you I ask, truly are you when you are not guilty in feeling like you have to do something?  When you are not on anyone’s time watch nor still functioning on someone else’s marching orders.  What does life look like and more importantly truly feel like in and around and through this? 

The truth is you can’t mess this life up with me and the true you.  It’s only your crazy unkind idea of messing it up for someone else or some story you created on how your life was supposed to be.  You didn’t come here to become a perfectionist. Okay? Let me say that gently one more time, you did NOT come here to become a perfectionist.  You came to live authentically for you, with me, and unconditional wisdom at your feet, hands, heart, etc.  It never ends and is never not with you.  Find and reoperate now from this kinder compass.  Can you begin to trust me a little more with that? Can you?  Also while you are at it, can you cut a little more of the: cutting the circumstances for my actions scenario.  It’s a nonstop unkind karmic storyline.  Instead, try more of taking a sweet gentle breath, going within and hearing me say, “stop beating yourself up and know and trust you can truly start over anytime in any moment. 

The present moment is and will continue to be your nonstop comforting gift.  Hence the presence is the present.

So, one more time, I love you unconditionally and I don’t care because I will never judge you on how you choose to live out your day.  Remember I also go with you wherever you go, so you’re  never without me.
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Capesh, with love and freedom,
God